December 2009
Fuck Yes
Sex, Dancing, PARTY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Dec 30th
Paper Cut
Drinking Days are over and done with. i’ve got a buddy system, i’ve got a way to do it. i’m going to get some help and end the chaos
Dec 29th
i am so happy
my boyfriend is sleeping still.. but i will surprise him with something nice.
Dec 29th
holy crap
i am so excited to move to someplace new it’s amazing. i’m moving on wednesday and i’m fucking stoked. i’ll be living with 2 best friends and my boyfriend which i’ve always wanted to do, so i’m definitely going to make sure everything’s perfect before steve and lindsay get here. i want it all to be so brilliant we go blind from excitement and party all...
Dec 29th
blake miller
good bye; it was nice to know you.
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crocodile tears
what a disaster i’m a whore for your love what a disaster you ripped me up i burned me down i turned around i’m not a glove box full of wasted memories i am not allowed so many things. he said, “he’s not your whip master” he said, “you can’t talk to those people anymore” fuck this sentence, fuck these words. it all means nothing at the...
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nope
don’t remember last night ahha
Dec 26th
i just want to
upload all the songs i like.. but the files are generally too big and… i can only upload one a day.. >:@!!!!
Dec 25th
merry xmas. happy holidays, hope it’s all merry and stuff for you guys :D
Dec 25th
Listentegan and sara are the shit.
Dec 25th
messaging
aim: caisenmaecila msn: shoxx_nightmare@hotmail.com yeah? i wanna talk about something interesting..
Dec 25th
cigarettes
i smoke more cigarettes than meals in the day and i eat like nine.. maybe i’m always hungry for something i can’t have and that’s why i smoke so much.
Dec 25th
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Dec 25th
“You’ve opened up this Pandora’s Box”
– Jenny Schecter, The L Word (via nostalgicdreams)
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Listena fond farewell - elliott smith mmhmm; i love...
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HALO
tonight for the first night ever, i’m going to play…. halo.
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don't worry
it’s all just part of my misconceiving mind. haha schizophrenia is a strange way of living. and i wonder wonder what i would be like if i hadn’t remembered to take my medications.. actually i don’t want to know. cause seriously.. i’ve been there, done that, and i had to up the dosage so it’s prolly even weirder now. hah however i am not worried about my mind...
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drinking
shows more of the people you don’t know than the people you do. sometimes better, sometimes worse, but it shows some true uninhibited character. and i think it’s good. i think it can be at least.
Dec 22nd
god
my dog is dying. and it’s harder for me than a human would be.
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Hard Candy
makes me feel like someone got my revenge down for me. my revenge: i’ve already placed the numbers in. it’s all up to time, patience, simple endurance. the best thing to do is live your life, alice. cause it happened, yes. but it doesn’t have to become you.
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funny stuff
i just think it’s funny when guys hit on me. it’s one thing to say, “i like what you make” it’s another thing to say, “i like how you might taste”
Dec 20th
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Listen to Live Fast
haha soon to be new room mate! awesome!
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chapped lips
they bleed sometimes and crack. because i stay up all night and sleep all day. 7 in the morning to 5 in the evening = sleep i gotta try and change that around… i miss the day light. i miss the sun and blue sky
Dec 20th
“if you’re going to live on the cutting edge, you’d better expect to...”
–  anonymous
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